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[18 Sep 2006|09:08pm]
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i hate distance
i give up.
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? [05 Aug 2006|05:46pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

im just confused. when someone wants you for so long i feel like it should be different. but im probably wrong and over reacting.
because now i guess the positions are switched. because now its me chasing after him. its stupid to think it would be the same. and i just got my hopes up. which i do too often.
6 days till my birthday.

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[28 Dec 2005|08:44am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | juliana theory ]

Check all that apply for the 2005
{x}MADE A MiSTAKE
{x}broken a promise
{x}made a new best friend
{x}lost a old best friend
{x}fallen in love
{x}fallen out of love
{ }fell right back in love
{ } decided love was overated
{x}done something you swore never to do
{x}lied
{ }stole
{x}cried over a broken heart
{x}dissapointed someone close
{x} was disapointed by someone you trusted
{x} hidden a secret
{x} decided you didnt like who you were
{x} tried to change it
{ } it worked
{x}pretended to be happy
{x}kissed in the rain
{x}kissed under the stars
{ }slept under the stars
{ }kept your new years resolution
{x}forgot your new years resolution
{x}met someone who changed your life
{x}met one of your idols
{x}changed your outlook on life
{x}sat home all day doing nothing
{x}pretended to be sick
{ }almost died
{ }wanted to die
{x}given up something important to you
{ }lost something expensive
{x}learned something new about yourself
{ }tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it
{ }made a change in your life
{ }enjoyed that change
{XXXXXX}found out who your true friends were.
{x}made a total fool of yourself
{X}met great people
{x}MET HORRiBLE PPL..
{ }loved every minute of 2005
{ }GOOD YEAR!

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[13 Nov 2005|04:09pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | sayanything ]

i have no idea if i have work or not tommorow.
i love sleeping all day.

richard and nick drove across new jersey and through pa to visit me and sarah.
we were going to go cow tipping until me and sarah were informed that the cows fucking could die if you tip them over. so then we just explored the roads of pa which are pretty creepy at three am. it was a good weekend.
<3

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[06 Nov 2005|08:07pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | johnnycash ]

"when one door closes another door opens, but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones that open for us."

i like that quote alot.

i hate making descisions. i have a tendency to be REALLY BAD AT IT.
but besides the desicion making, things are pretty good.
ive been working alot lately. i dont mind my job.
im going to pa this weekend which sucks.
i had white castle the other day thanks to sean and it made my week.
nick and richard came over last night, and alissa slept over. idk what time they left since i was half asleep.


<3

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[10 Aug 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | pink floyd ]

summer is coming to an end. my birthday is on friday. my summer pretty much sucked for the most part. idk it just never felt like summer. but i had alot of good times. summers not really over yet so there will be more to come hopefully. i really have to good this year in school too. even tho i say this every year and every year i end up dissapointing myself. i dont really want anything for my birthday. this is my birhtday list:

-clothes
-ipod
-later curfew. from my parents.
haha my moms like what the fuck thats not a birhtday present. but i think it can be.

im dying my hair tommorow and cutting it. i have no idea what to do with it. at all.

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[05 Jul 2005|05:31pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | saosin ]

i fucking love having mono.

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[20 Jun 2005|09:52pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | thebeatles ]

Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. Mom was your hero and dad was like the boy you were going to marry. Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was a card game. The clothes you wore didnt define your personality. The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. The only thing that hurt was skinned knees & the only things that could get broken were your toys. Life was simple and care free, but what i remember the most was wanting to grow up.

 

 

 

__ahhhhhhhhhhh i miss being little. and having to not worry about so much.

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[15 Jun 2005|03:42pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | brighteyes ]

to laugh often and much;
to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;
to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;
to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
this is to have succeeded.

--Anonoymous
(Emerson?)
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[11 Jun 2005|02:10pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | sublime ]

mmmm i hate being confused about things. it really bothers me. idk. idk about anything. this update is gay. summers here finally. everything should be chill soon. weather sucks though. humidity blows.

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[04 Jun 2005|12:07pm]
[ mood | fucking pissed off. ]
[ music | lazyboy ]

yeahh i like trying to appologize to someone. it sucks when your seriously sorry. then they make you feel like shit. make you feel like a bad friend. when its not even like its your fault. hahah im having an awesome day so far. i love waking up, and then finding out that im a bad kid/friend. it really jump starts my day :] :] :]

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[03 Jun 2005|10:32am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Don McLean ]

A long, long time ago...
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, they’d be happy for a while.

But february made me shiver
With every paper I’d deliver.
Bad news on the doorstep;
I couldn’t take one more step.

I can’t remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride,
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died.

So bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Did you write the book of love,
And do you have faith in God above,
If the Bible tells you so?
Do you believe in rock ’n roll,
Can music save your mortal soul,
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that you’re in love with him
`cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym.
You both kicked off your shoes.
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues.

I was a lonely teenage broncin’ buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck,
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died.

I started singin’,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Now for ten years we’ve been on our own
And moss grows fat on a rollin’ stone,
But that’s not how it used to be.
When the jester sang for the king and queen,
In a coat he borrowed from james dean
And a voice that came from you and me,

Oh, and while the king was looking down,
The jester stole his thorny crown.
The courtroom was adjourned;
No verdict was returned.
And while lennon read a book of marx,
The quartet practiced in the park,
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died.

We were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Helter skelter in a summer swelter.
The birds flew off with a fallout shelter,
Eight miles high and falling fast.
It landed foul on the grass.
The players tried for a forward pass,
With the jester on the sidelines in a cast.

Now the half-time air was sweet perfume
While the sergeants played a marching tune.
We all got up to dance,
Oh, but we never got the chance!
`cause the players tried to take the field;
The marching band refused to yield.
Do you recall what was revealed
The day the music died?

We started singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Oh, and there we were all in one place,
A generation lost in space
With no time left to start again.
So come on: jack be nimble, jack be quick!
Jack flash sat on a candlestick
Cause fire is the devil’s only friend.

Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage.
No angel born in hell
Could break that satan’s spell.
And as the flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite,
I saw satan laughing with delight
The day the music died

He was singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news,
But she just smiled and turned away.
I went down to the sacred store
Where I’d heard the music years before,
But the man there said the music wouldn’t play.

And in the streets: the children screamed,
The lovers cried, and the poets dreamed.
But not a word was spoken;
The church bells all were broken.
And the three men I admire most:
The father, son, and the holy ghost,
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died.

And they were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

They were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die."

 

__i actually dont mind going to school the past week, i love it because you can tell its going to be summer soon and no one cares about anything. its awesome.<3<3<3 

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[26 May 2005|11:09pm]
when I stepped out into the bright sunlight from the darkness of the movie house, I had only two things on my mind-- Paul Newman and a ride home.
-The Outsiders






awesome book and everyone should read it


<3333333333333333
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[17 May 2005|10:02pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHfuckyouAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH.....







you have got to be fucking kidding me.

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[02 May 2005|10:43am]
[ mood | tired ]

went to bamboozle.

a static lullaby was amazing

say anything was awesome live

catch22 was good and i really want to start listening to them alot more now.

scatter the ashes was awesome.<333333

alot of people were moshing to the startling line. fall out boy. and the all american rejects. hahahahahahahaah. it made my night.

 

 

&hearts;_let me in your arms to feel...the beating of your heart baby..the beating of your heart baby_&hearts;

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%#^$*@&%*#@%$%^*%!!!!!!! [29 Apr 2005|10:38am]
[ mood | hyper ]

BAMBOOZLE.

TOMMOROW.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

yeah im pretty STOKED.

♥♥

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[26 Apr 2005|11:55pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | snow patrol ]

HALF DAY today. pretty sweet. went to panera after school and once again mooched off of laur to buy me some iced green tea.<---best drink in the world. found out were not very welcome at payhalf for really lame reasons. came back into town with eva and met up with katie and erin. we colored with chalk & played on a tire swing. fun times. i just found out i have to leave bamboozle really early on sunday. it sucks but its not bothering me that much. im actually in a really good mood.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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[23 Apr 2005|02:49pm]
NEW CELL PHONE!!

finally

!973//476//9716!

rain sucks.
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[19 Apr 2005|10:16am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

4th period andvertising & marketing right now. fun shittt. i hate too many people. i have too much anger or something. idk. i hate people for no reason at all. i need to stop.


i love kaitlyn<----one of the few chill people here.


♥♥♥

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[14 Apr 2005|11:15pm]
im getting so sick of this beat ass town. i dont like eighty percent of the people that live in it. their immature and get whatever they want from their mommies. i love when people talk shit for no good reason. i want to be at the shore so bad. spring break is fucking lame.
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